Proud to be a Stoner

Damn proud to be a stoner! Haha!

KOTTONMOUTH KINGS - Proud To Be A Stoner

Yeah, Ya Know, Sometimes Its Kind Of Confusing To Me,
All These People Sitting On Their High Horses,
Looking Down On Us For Smoking A Plant Or Growing A Plant.
Well I Belive In Natures Laws, And I Just Wanna Be Free.

From The Mountain Tops, Where The Wind Blows
To The Green Valleys Down Below.
Where The Snow Melts And The Rivers Flow
I Just Want To Live My Life.
Where The Trees Grow, And The Air Is Clean.
Where Nature's Free Do To Her Thing, Everything Is One If You Know What I Mean.
I Just Want To Live My Life.
Im Proud To Be A Stoner, Im Proud To Be A Stoner, Im Proud To Be A Stoner.
Yes I Am, For The Rest Of My Days.

I Started Smokin Weed At The Age Of 18,
I Moved Out My House Started Writing Rap Beats.
I Moved To Hollywood, We Was Up In The Scene,
It Was Dloc, Johnny Rich, And My Home Boy Steve.
We Was, Teenagers, Yeah Living A Dream.
Lookin Up To Daddy X, Tryin To Do This Rap Thing.
Wrote The First Couple Songs It Was "Bump Bump" We Was "So High" Gettin Blown Off The Skunk.
15's In The Trunk Down Melrose,
Bitches In The Club, Gettin Drunk Spittin Flows.
Tryin To Get A Record Deal, We Gettin Signed.
I Was Broke With No Money, And That Was Back In 95.
Im Proud To Smoke Weed, And Im Proud Of What We've Done.
Im Proud Of The Kings, And Im Proud Of Everyone.
Im Proud My Name Is Dloc, No Joke Son,
And I'll Be Proud When Im A Dad, When I Have A Daughter Or A Son.

From The Mountain Tops, Where The Wind Blows
To The Green Valleys Down Below.
Where The Snow Melts And The Rivers Flow
I Just Want To Live My Life.
Where The Trees Grow, And The Air Is Clean.
Where Nature's Free Do To Her Thing, Everything Is One If You Know What I Mean.
I Just Want To Live My Life.
Im Proud To Be A Stoner, Im Proud To Be A Stoner, Im Proud To Be A Stoner.
Yes I Am, For The Rest Of My Days.

Its Those Lazy Days
And The Hazy Days
And The Days We Get Stoned For Just Days And Days.
Its Amazing When We Get To Live This Way, Like Every Day Is A Holiday.
At The Harvest Time, When The Work Is Done.
And I Celebrate By Worshiping The Earth And The Sun
We Always Give Thanks, For Life And The Gifts.
The Higher You Climb, Its The Higher You Get.
You Gotta Disconnect, From All The Pressure And Stress.
The Traffic, The Smog And The Pains Of Rent.
If Thats Real Livin, Its Not For Me,
I Wanna Be Free, And Live In Peace, Come On.

From The Mountain Tops, Where The Wind Blows
To The Green Valleys Down Below.
Where The Snow Melts And The Rivers Flow
I Just Want To Live My Life.
Where The Trees Grow, And The Air Is Clean.
Where Nature's Free Do To Her Thing, Everything Is One If You Know What I Mean.
I Just Want To Live My Life.
Im Proud To Be A Stoner, Im Proud To Be A Stoner, Im Proud To Be A Stoner.
Yes I Am, For The Rest Of My Days.

Im Proud To Be A Stoner, Im Proud To Be A Stoner, Im Proud To Be A Stoner.
Yes I Am, For The Rest Of My Days

Another Version Of Life Lived, A Different Set Of Meanings
Another Way Of Thinking, A Different Type Of Me.
A Brand New Religion, One That Has Never Been Rehearsed
But Its Cursed, And This Curse Could Mean The End Of This Earth.
So Many People Worrie About The Troubles That They Got At Hand
To Many Simple Solutions To Restoring This Land
And When Its All Said And Done,
And Were Gonna Tell Our Kids That We Did The Best We Could,
But We Know That We Didnt.
Its Gettin Crazy, Summers Hot, When Its Freezin.
Huricans Getting Stronger Tearin Up The Southern Regions.
Big Fires Taking Lifes, Its Pure Destruction.
Were At A Fork In The Road, Time To Choose The Right Junction.
Before Theirs Nothing Left,
We Need To Stop This Regression.
Get All The Leaders Of The World Together In A Session.
Only Thing, If Theirs A Shot That If Our Kids Would Thrive In A World That Is Growin, I Just Wanna Survive.

From The Mountain Tops, Where The Wind Blows
To The Green Valleys Down Below.
Where The Snow Melts And The Rivers Flow
I Just Want To Live My Life.
Where The Trees Grow, And The Air Is Clean.
Where Nature's Free Do To Her Thing, Everything Is One If You Know What I Mean.
I Just Want To Live My Life.
Im Proud To Be A Stoner, Im Proud To Be A Stoner, Im Proud To Be A Stoner.
Yes I Am, For The Rest Of My Days.

Im Proud To Be A Stoner, Im Proud To Be A Stoner, Im Proud To Be A Stoner.
Yes I Am, For The Rest Of My Days.

Selamat Hari Raya AidilAdha 1430H

Eid Mubarak to all my family and friends! May Allah bless us on this holy occassion. =)

Long absence

Been away for quite some time. Been contemplating about all that happened around me. About my life, even as so far as contemplating about the world too. Sometimes you need to leave in order to make things better for others. I think it's my time to leave. But, it's going to be hard. Made lotsa good friends as always. Anyway, there is always an end to anything. The beginning and the end are inseparable. Wish I could stay and make as if nothing happened. But even as I write, I'm growing fond of her again. I don't think I can ever get over her...

State of the Ummah

It's been a very long time that I deviated from what I was a few years back. That turn-around event had made me crazy for a while. Now, I've come back to my senses.

Now, I remember correctly, why I left the States even though I got every worldly things that everyone would dream of, a career, a high paying job, a nice car, a cool apartment, friends and family. Weekends nights at the clubs etc. Oh, and don't forget the weed. I smoke that like I'm the steam ship's funnel. Haha! And also hung out with the African American guy (that's where the weed is from) who lived in the ghetto. I was so out of it. Until..

September 11, 2001.
... to be continued

My Old Friend, I Miss You!

Alhamdulillah, Ramadhan is back after a year of absence. I miss you, old friend. I miss the night prayers, the quran recitation, the bliss that you bring with you.
I hope to be able to complete this Ramadhan better than previous years. I've been slacking off in ibaadah. Miss the serenity and peace of mind. Oh, Allah! Give me the strength and increase my imaan to make the best of this holy month.

Ramadhan in 2003 also was the time I lost my best friend. Gone without a trace. Don't know if he is still in this world or not. If it is not possible to see you again, I hope we can be reunited in the Hereafter, insyaAllah.

Ramadhan Mubarak to all readers of my blog. Strive this Ramadhan, may Allah blessed us all, amiin.

Hard to do

Girl, it's really hard for me
To erase you from my memory
Even with all the weed
You are still in here with me

The time when I admired you
Only look from a distance
Tongue tied to talk
Knew then we're so far

Even if you wouldn't
Reciprocate
I just hope you'd let me
Admire you forever from afar

There's Something About Bangi

Tetiba aku teringat kisah silam. Waktu aku mula-mula bercinta lepas tamat sekolah. Aku terpikat kat sorang awek ni. Nama dia Mastura (bukan nama sebenar). Dia ni mixed blood, mak dia Chinese, ayah dia lak aku rase Jawa kot pasal nama ayah dia cam Jawa je bunyinye. Dia dok kat Bandar Baru Bangi. Ni lah permulaannya Bangi membawa erti kepada aku. Masa tu aku dok blajar Intensive English kat MLA Cheras. Tah mana peginya MLA tu skrang. Mula-mula aku ngorat dia, dia benci sangat2 kat aku. Lama-lama bencinya jadi cinta. Pastu aku dan dia bercinta dan selalu gak keluar bersama. Pegi Yaohan, the Mall, tengok wayang dan sebagainya. Sampai la masa aku dgn dia terpaksa berpisah. Kursus English tu dah habis. Dia dapat sambung belajar ke A-Level di Banting dan aku masih tiada arah tujuan. Abang aku kat US lak ajak aku pegi sana. Last2 aku ke US dan dia ke UK. Masa tu konon2nya nak buat long-distance relationship la. Tapi tak sampai satu sem aku kat US dia dah hantar surat nak break-up. Dah jumpa orang lain la tu agaknya. Hati aku hancur. Dia la awek yang mula-mula aku bercinta betul2, bukan cam sekolah, cinta monyet. Macam orang gila aku jadi. Dah la masa tu aku ada masalah dengan family abang aku. Aku merempat di negara orang. Aku tido tepi sungai satu malam tu. Mujur bukan time winter. Pastu aku dah serik bercinta. Ramai gak awek Cikan (Hispanic) yang ngorat aku (huh, perasan!) tapi aku wat tak layan je. Ada la kawan2 dgn Malaysian Chinese. Amoi tu sorang. Dan ada la awek minah salleh dan jepun. Tapi hati aku masih pada awek aku dulu tu. Tahun berganti tahun, dah 3-4 tahun aku kat US. Aku dah couple dgn sorang awek melayu sorang. Tapi aku rase cam tipu dia je. Sebab hati aku masih pada awek aku yang dulu tu gak. Dipendekkan cerita aku breakup dgn awek aku kat US tu dan balik Malaysia. Kat tempat keje first aku di Malaysia aku ngorat sorang staff kat situ. Hubungan kami berakhir ke jinjang pelamin. Aku dah kawin akhirnya pada usia 27 tahun. Kemudian kami dikurniakan 2 cahaya mata. Aku berasa sangat hepi. Hidup aku tenang bersama keluarga kecil aku. Sehingga satu ketika aku kantoi satu rakaman video dlm hp bini aku. Berkecai hati aku, setelah 6 tahun aku menyemai cinta dan kasih sayang pada dia. Begitu mudah aku diduakan. Masa tu aku kerja kat KL dgn member aku di Sri Petaling. Tak lama kemudian aku dapat keje di Bandar Baru Bangi, dan seterusnya Bangi kembali dalam kisah hidup aku. Aku jatuh hati skali lagi di Bangi. Mengapa Bangi? Aku pun tatau. Bandar Baru Bangi kembali ke dalam hidup aku...